October 2010

Wow I can't believe the time is going by so quickly, we had UFO's in NYC, lost Fox 5 for who knows how long. Life is getting better, I have a great job, I am praying that it turns into a permanent job. We are trying to save money to get Kylie here for Thanksgiving. I think it would be cool.
I have been doing research on my ancestors and I actually found my Aunt's mother's family,. they are going to meet soon, and I am so happy for my aunt and excited at the same time. God is so good! I am thrilled she is going to get some closure on her life.
i am happy life is getting to where it should be, I allowed the devil to steal my joy, and yes I did know better, but sometimes when you are down and you keep falling, it gets hard to smile. I have learned that God is bigger then your storm and he is always there. No weapon formed against me shall prosper while I have him by my side. I learned it is so easy to forget God when things are good. He has always been right on time, and I have learned to trust him in all things. Sometimes we don't know why he allows the things to happen but we have to trust him.
My ever so beautiful Grandchild are growing by leaps and bounds, each one special in their own little way. They give me such joy, and I love them as much as my own children. Looking at them makes me believe in miracles because they are here by the grace of God. I don't know why God took Patrick, but I was told God takes them out of this world to protect them from a horror. God knew something we didn't. I am not angry anymore, I accept it and pray, and someday I will understand.
Anyway enough for tonight. I need to go jump in bed and get some sleep....I am tired tonight..

Another day....

I like stars, love the way they twinkle in the night sky, how they look like diamonds on velvet in the night sky. Do you remember looking for the first star, and making a wish as a child?
Star bright
Star light
the first star I see tonight
I wish I may
I wish I might
have this wish I wish tonight...and you are suppose to make a wish.....
sometimes I do make wishes on the first star...they are not like the things I wish for as a child. Wishes of people to be well, or for the world to get along. or for someone to get a job. Life sure does change when we get older. How many of us "adults" wish to be young again?